INTRODUCTION BLOG: DAY AFTER ELECTION(Angels Crying Edition)

Welp, it's the day after the election.
I am A.D.H.D. PHILLIP,
and life is filled with brutal uncertainties.
I shouldn't be alive, but I am.
Digging for happiness in a world of insanity,
where does one even begin?

If you've lost your self.
You are like me in that aspect.
A lot of times our child self dies.
For whatever the reasons;
trauma and tragedy,
or being forced to grow up and enter the so called;
"REAL WORLD"
what I call this
(False Reality).

I felt that the devil won when Donald Trump became president,
but then again,
what'do I know?

And Ken Bone traumatized me.
He made me feel that the devil is laughing at us?
(sorry to say something bad about him,
but it's all so eerie,
it scares me)

I was afraid I wasn't going to survive election day.
That I might die.
It was a brutal 48 hours,
SPIRITUALLY!

I feel like ANGELS ARE CRYING
and Hillary Clinton is about to make her after speech
everything was rigged for certain
and racism won yesterday :(
I am a die-hard feminist mommas boy,
men are suppose to Honor Women,
and hold women(and children)above us.
Where is the honor?
This world is twisted.
They talk, 'more of the same',
the world just got more of, 'selfish woman hating man ruling with an iron fist',
way to go :(

I have to go and lick my wounds today,
I am very sad,
about life and this world.
Good-Bye!